.Tuesday, 15 July 2008 ' 9:30 pm Y
Oh man.
Although I know tt I have a lot of things to do, I just can't help but to continue procrastinating.. ("procrastinate" is just abt the most common word I use right now. Gawd. Lol. And I mention myself in the same sentence as this word almost everytime. HAIZ.)
Tired. Every Tuesday is draining.. Even if I finish my reports, I still help others with theirs.. Then lookin at them rushing their reports stresses me out.. LOl. (I'm tt easily influenced -.=)
Sian, tmr is CommSkills... Dun like it, everytime go for his lesson there's bound to b something tt u didn't prepare for, and then he will nag at u... Just seeing/hearing abt him makes me feel stressed, esp when I associate him with the upcoming presentation...
Haiz, still got PChem story (almost finished, just dunno how 2 conclude) n crappy IPCT report (coz I just am so
not in the mood to do an acct of tt rather
sian trip..)
Dots, with the examinations drawing closer I feel quite pressed, n I feel VERY worried abt Malay+Chi. I really think I will flunk it. Gawd, help me.
Haha enough abt my studies (which is so driving me nuts)..
- HAPPY (BELATED) BDAY TO SHIMIN!!! =D
- Looking forward to meeting Cons on Thurs, haven seen her in some time.. Shall arrange timing properly so tt I can pick up stocks for my dad (again, at tt place in Paya Lebar) and then meet her...
- I DUNNO HOW AM I GNG TO GO FOR CLS INTERACTIVE!!! (AGAIN!) I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET WANTING AND CHEAH LING TO GO COLLECT O LEVEL CERT ON FRI! Will I make it in time? If it drags till 3, then by the time I reach BP, it will b quite late? Argh... Hope I can meet them in time.. Haha, I haven't seen them in ages as well!!!! Argh!
- Saw Andrew on the train ystd.. He said he feels like dropping out of his course.. Haiz, his course quite stressful aft all.. It's even tougher w/o art bkgrd.. Haiz. Lookin at him being so stressed, I wonder if I'm supposed to b happy tt I chose to b in this course, when actually I was v interested in his course? Coz I'm quite sure tt my art n computer knowledge doesn't rival his. X_X All I know is, I'm still not interested in what my course prepares me for, I'm just trying to ace whateva tt comes along, just like in secondary sch (this is called "走一步算一步"... ), so tt I won't waste my parents' investments in me.. (Poly fees r darned ex and I still wonder y... And it makes me even more stressed 2 do well, it's like a "vote of confidence" in me, which is stupid..)I think tt they're practically throwing their money into the sea, coz I'm an emo and unstable piece of shit..... -.=
- Just realised tt Liwei has a blog today. Lol. I really am, as Christina says, a 生活白痴.. Never take notice of the things around me.. Somehow I am beginning 2 take notice of my frens less n less. Haiz. People to people relations. It's tiring, I can't understand it sometimes. Why?! But of coz I do appreciate their presence n love nvrtheless. Perhaps I suffer frm bipolar disorder. X_X
#QNing~
If the enemy seeks us to surrender,
I, like a true Japanese man,
Will say "I'll consider it",
"Perhaps next time",
"We'll use discretion"
By all which I mean "NO"!
