.Tuesday, 22 December 2009 ' 11:07 pm Y
I'm back to revive my blog! Lol. Pls don't expect too much, I think the next time I update, it'll be the next hols (if the japan study trip is confirmed, this blog will be dead for very very long, I think. Haha.)
Spent some time changing my blogskin since the previous Death the Kid 1 was not too nice. Not tt this 1 is v nice either, haha. I just edited some random blogskin. It seems a bit too girly from the stuff I usually choose, though -.-" But I just happened to have images of Japan (Honda Kiku :D ) [I forgot where I got exactly i got it although I remember it's from deviantart.. ] in the approx right size for a banner so I went about editing with Paint.. I tried to do an Axis Powers 1 yesterday but it wasn't nice. 'Nuff said.
This blogskin is APH love :) I'm seriously lovin' Axis Powers Hetalia. Pls WATCH! It's nice! (n it's not just a biased view of an anime freak ok..) It's current affairs, world history, culture and language cramped into episodes of 5 minutes. The 1st minute of the 1st episode is EPIC TWO THUMBS UP. Unless u're living under a rock, u'll not be able to not agree with what is being depicted. Sorta makes u to draw comparisons to the recent Copenhagen climate summit too.
Ok enough of me expressing APH love. Haha..
Right it's alr Tues, 1st week of my highly limited 2 week hols and I have tons to accomplish, none which I actually conquered. Projects and reports, and there's still a resume to write (grrahh).
What am I writing a resume for when I'm still 1 year away from graduation? It's coz of attachment which is coming very, very soon (right after japan study trip in march). I'm groaning as I look at the preferred attachment placement form. I still dun really know where to go. I'm thinking of choosing the hospital pharmacy, but I don't want to be paid v little and be thr for all 6 mths (which might occur). Also, I'm afraid tt it'll be very far from my hse! I can't live on waking up v early everyday for 6 mths. (Thinking abt how sleepy I would be everyday... Oh gosh..) I don't feel like choosing sales and marketing either, I know I can't talk and persuade for nuts. Of coz my dad very much hopes I'll go there, and work along tt line in future, coz "tt's where the money is", but I don't think I'm up to the task at all. I also think tt I will not listen to him ever again regarding my career choices. Let's not screw up my life twice, I'll say.
Haiz I've only got 2 weeks to enjoy my hols.. I know the time will pass very quickly like sand slipping through my fingers, so I'm a bit afraid.. I know I screwed up this half semester worse than ever, especially the most annoying TEP with my crap compounding skills and Pharmacotherapy where I slip up when I speak. Zzz. And things tt I thought I could remember were absent during the common tests. Esp for PharmPrac. Thinking abt it all makes me wanted to rip my scalp apart and shake up my brain until all the information in it gets jumbled up. Then I'll b a true idiot. Mayb then I'll be able to not stress myself out and I can be happy like tt. Hahaha.
It's nearing Christmas. Not good, either. It's supposed to be a season of love and goodwill but somehow the thought of it is just stressful. It's not like I don't like or appreciate presents, but it's always so stressful trying to think what to buy others for Christmas. As with any other occasion tt calls for presents. *cries*
Shall try to continue with my medchem report now.. X_x
#QNing~
If the enemy seeks us to surrender,
I, like a true Japanese man,
Will say "I'll consider it",
"Perhaps next time",
"We'll use discretion"
By all which I mean "NO"!
